Me at present

Ok seriously people I've been such an ass lately. I hardly reply text messages,emails,fb comments/ god knows what else the Internet is feeding us these days.


Honestly, for the first time in my whole life I feel 'needed'. Needed here means I understand my boss can't get his job done without me. And if I suddenly quit my job and go on that eurotrip I've been planning from 2 years ago. He's gonna be toasted! Like meat on fire. Haha! My boss would call me at whatever time he likes and gives orders and I would act cold as If I don't get the message. Coz people I do have a life and I don't wanna grow old in the office and have wrinkles with that 20degree air-cond!


Speaking of work, the suppliers are calling me like 24-7 since they're not sure whether I have weekends off since Ive been working 3 weekends in a row.and they might be like ' oh that girl must still be at work at this hour, so let's call her! And make her buy that USD 20 grand worth of material or shenanigans right now!'. Sounds great right.


I am now haunted with guilt. I realized now if I get married in 2-3 years time nobody wants to attend my wedding since I forgot to have a social calendar and go to your wedding! People I'm sorry, I have to work. And it sucks that every weekend my wake up call is from my supplier. Perfecto!


Now you get it why I can't have a boyfriend right now?because my phone book is filled with guy names who are trying to win my heart so that I purchase everything they can sell.and when I wanted to go out on a date, the dude thinks i'm a psychoworkaholic because I kept getting calls every 7 minutes he's trying to speak.I might just switched off the office phone next time. If he ever ask me out again! You know what sucks more? The phone might be ringing in my bag while I'm blogging here. Let me go check.




Ahah!
18 missed calls.
Told jaa!